Katie's better ending to the book : After - Hazel Hutchins Dear Amy,I went out to the barn this morning, the horse that was pregnant was breathing heavy, but that's not what caught my eye. I saw you Amy right next to her, I saw you. Just maybe you were real, and I'm not saying you weren't ever real, but I was certain you were watching over me. That's when I noticed, Josh wasn't there, at all. I realized something, at that second, I could move on, not just me but our family. It could be like old times. Dad never came back, I don't blame him, we're a wreck, a total wreck. You shouldn't have gone with Josh, Mom should've cared enough about you to let you come in, I blame myself. I didn't do it, I know I didn't but your my best friend and I'll keep blaming myself, I will never blame you. You will always be watching over me, and hopefully we'll pull through this. forever and ever and ever,Kate